Some days life makes no sense, I woke up believing as always that there’s My person out there.

I still believe it, but I am beginning to wonder what it is I am supposed to be looking for in My person.

There are two special and beautiful Men I have let into the deepest parts of “Me” I have let them see the beautiful, the raw, the ugly, the vulnerable, the strong, and I have sat back and waited for them to let go, expected it.

But is that fair, is that a bit cruel to throw that much real-life at someone and expect to be accepted completely, to expect perfection and not be perfect in return.

So no I am not going to just wait around, I am going to be perfect for me and give people time to adjust slowly and see where we go from there.