There is this woman who believes in wishes, believes that one day can turn your whole life around, that magical moments exist, that dreams can one day come true.
That woman is half of Me, the other practical half, she waits for the magic to fall into stardust and uses that to patch the broken parts again.
As children we somehow seem to have our future selves worked out, we dream big and don’t even entertain the negativity of the world.
And then life begins throwing stones at our feet, and the stones turn to rock’s, then boulder’s that are so huge, and we slowly stop even trying.
Then we turn around and look into the mirror and see someone we don’t even know anymore, a little bit like ‘Peter Pan’, we loose the magic ✨🪄.
But what if we remember that we are our own magic, that we can use a magic wand and break those rocks up, we can move them enough to walk through and look into our rainbow, sit in the cloud’s and dream again.
We just need to stop worrying about what everyone else says or thinks, it’s not their life and not their magic, it’s yours.
Take it back 🪄🌻🌤️
I am ultimately a Woman 👠
I have days where I want to Dominate you completely and try to break you!
I have days where I want to protect you and hold you in My arms, keep you safe.
I have days where I want to just use your body for My satisfaction and pleasure.
I have days when I want to push you to your limits and then push you once more.
I have days when I want to be spoilt and shown how much you need and want Me.
I have days when I feel insecure and want You to hold Me.
I am a Woman and like the Moon I have Phases.
Be careful when you decide to Commit to ME.
Take a bullet proof, metal box, take each memory, visual picture, dream, hope and expectations you had inside.
Open each one touch it and remember that feeling, place them one by one inside the box, remember to cry, laugh, ache and relive them all.
Close the lid, lock it and place the key deep inside your soul.
Smile softly, take a deep breath and lower the box into the dark space inside you where it will be safe.
Turn around and walk forward, there is now space to find something or someone out there that is going to be your next chapter, something or someone who’s going to make the effort to discover you instead of being the one that tries so hard to connect, stop, and let it happen when it’s meant to.🌟🍀✨
People create this dream, TV and movie’s feed into it, the dream is that there’s one person who is the one who will be everything rolled into one and you will live happily ever after.
that’s what used to happen, it’s not a reality anymore, now you are judging and compared to every one on social media.
So that’s what they want, that’s what they are going to get, the best of Me on social media!!
Watch this space 😉
Fantasy, such a lovely word, but so far from the real world.
It makes you feel like there’s something real out there that is worth discovering.
So far I have found that there’s only fantasy.
And that goes for me as well, every time I begin to feel like I am worth loving I find out that’s another fantasy.
The thing is, I believe in fairytales and happy ever after, so as long as I am around I know He’s out there, and that’s okay, at the right time in the right moment it will all fall into place as it should.
Theres a movie I love, in it the one woman say’s –
” when the air is warm and the cricket’s sing I dream of a love that the moon and stars lay down for, I want someone to love me, but there is no Man, only that Moon”
My best movie is “Practical Magic”, I relate to this, been brought up believing that Magic is all around us, we just get so caught up in life that we forget to see it.
If you believe it then it has power, I forgot for a while but I won’t going forward, We can do or be anything we want if we have the power to believe in ourselves.
I have had so much in this lifetime and now I believe I want something just for me alone and if it’s right for me I WILL get it.
Glasses we are born with, they protect us and help us see the best of this beautiful world.
Most of the time we go through life, just getting bigger glasses.
Sometimes someone walks up to us and rips them off, stands in front of you and takes a blow torch and just burns them until they are bent and black.
You realise how much you needed those glasses to keep living, the harsh world is exposed and scary.
You learn to cope and keep going.
One day somewhere, someone will offer you a new pair, ones that will dim the harshness of life but enhance the beauty, they will not shield you but, they will let you see the magic you never noticed before.
That’s worth waiting for, some people find that person earlier than others, you just need to really “see” them and hold on.
Soft balls of air made out of water and soap, that’s all a bubble is.
And yet it floats and reflects the colour of the world that nobody sees without it.
It need’s someone to use the air in their lungs, blow softly and bring them to Life so others can see them.
A bubble is Magical and wonder, delightful to children and adults alike.
You can’t see one without smiling and for that second your worries disappear, children laugh and chase them.
But bubble’s last for such a short time and sometimes we miss them, they are fragile and delicate.
Be someone’s bubble everyday, and treasure the one’s you are shown because they are gifted without expectations and last only as long as needed.
