Some days I want to put on Wings and go around bringing joy and love to everyone, being there for them and easing their day even for a while, showing the world how much wonder and magic there is.
Some days I want to be strapped into a straight jacket by someone stronger, put on a soft bed and told to rest while He sits there and strokes my hair and is just present, being forced to do nothing but just “be” in the moment.
Some days I want to get up and walk around nude feel the air on my body and not care how I look to anyone else, throw off all my insecurities and remember I am unique and amazing to someone.
Some days I want to dress up and be taken out for crazy fun and laughter, then thrown on the bed and be show how beautiful I am to him, have hot steamy sex and cuddle all night.
Some days I want to be dark and deep, meditate, do wishes and spells, bask in the moonlight and breathe in mother earth, light incense and candles and remember how small we all are and how we have so much to learn in this lifetime to carry through to the next.
People think of Magic as witches on broom’s, lol, I wish I could just hop on a broom and fly that would be amazing.
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Magic is wishes, dreams, believes, hope and love.
As a little girl I knew there was someone in this world that I was waiting for, not just a wish it was a certainty.
I have lived a full life, loved, been broken, fixed and have no regrets at all, I have been given so my beauty and love with my children and the family entrusted to me.
What I have gone through was what I was meant to at that time in my life.
And suddenly, now, I have a strange feeling that the Soul my soul knows might be able to find me, maybe it’s time to have a few stollen moments, months or years.
If I find you and we are allowed time to make more memories my heartbeat can withstand another lifetime, if not I will wait again.
Until then I will live every single day and enjoy life.
We are who we are , sometimes we think we need to go one way in life and suddenly life kicks us off that path.
We fall, cry, think the whole world is against us, that we’re not good enough, that we don’t deserve to be happy.
But if we just curl up and give into that, we just fall further and it’s so hard to dig ourselves out of the pit.
It’s there that we mostly find the person who can pull us out, and usually not a sweet gentle person, it’s a person who grabs hold of your hands and yanks you up, it’s painful but it gets you to the surface again.
Feeling the sunlight on your face again make’s you want to be alive and take every moment to enjoy this thing called love and life.
A “Lady”, is gentle and kind, respectful and knows when to walk away. She can be submissive and glow with a sense of pride, and she can hold her partner’s head to her chest and kiss away tears, feeling proud to be let so deeply into another’s soul.
A “Lady”, will stand up to anyone or anything that threatens her loved one’s.
And a”Lady”, will open up all she is to the person who holds her soul, for Him alone, she will become a sexual whore who will thrill at being shown how to give and receive pleasures, she will be His teacher and pupil, loving and loyal.
To be a “Lady”, is beautiful and to be loved by a “Lady”, is a gift to treasure
Drops of red Sharp steel pushes down gently on milky skin, The slight pop as it gives way, Slides easily along the cut opening a line.
She watches the red line form, The perfect drop of blood like a jewel, It gathers all the pent up feeling inside her, Hangs like a perfect tear for a few seconds, Then falls to the ground.
She feels the weight of her heart drop, And the lightness of releasing all the hurt.
The tears now able to fall and run like a river, Her eyes cleansing her soul.
And the carm washes over her once more..
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