My best movie is “Practical Magic”, I relate to this, been brought up believing that Magic is all around us, we just get so caught up in life that we forget to see it.
If you believe it then it has power, I forgot for a while but I won’t going forward, We can do or be anything we want if we have the power to believe in ourselves.
I have had so much in this lifetime and now I believe I want something just for me alone and if it’s right for me I WILL get it.
Some days I want to put on Wings and go around bringing joy and love to everyone, being there for them and easing their day even for a while, showing the world how much wonder and magic there is.
Some days I want to be strapped into a straight jacket by someone stronger, put on a soft bed and told to rest while He sits there and strokes my hair and is just present, being forced to do nothing but just “be” in the moment.
Some days I want to get up and walk around nude feel the air on my body and not care how I look to anyone else, throw off all my insecurities and remember I am unique and amazing to someone.
Some days I want to dress up and be taken out for crazy fun and laughter, then thrown on the bed and be show how beautiful I am to him, have hot steamy sex and cuddle all night.
Some days I want to be dark and deep, meditate, do wishes and spells, bask in the moonlight and breathe in mother earth, light incense and candles and remember how small we all are and how we have so much to learn in this lifetime to carry through to the next.
To the world, they see a mixed up mess of a woman who would just make no sense in their lives.
To Him, she is seen for the colour and crazy chaos she brings to his life, the possibility of making him think outside the normal, explore crazy things and also bring peace and gentleness.
She’s hot and cold, girl and Mature Women, mad and responsible.
Only very few see the whole person, to others she shows only what she thinks they need, and hides the parts she knows they can’t handle.
She marked her body with music and waited for the right person to understand it.
Glasses we are born with, they protect us and help us see the best of this beautiful world.
Most of the time we go through life, just getting bigger glasses.
Sometimes someone walks up to us and rips them off, stands in front of you and takes a blow torch and just burns them until they are bent and black.
You realise how much you needed those glasses to keep living, the harsh world is exposed and scary.
You learn to cope and keep going.
One day somewhere, someone will offer you a new pair, ones that will dim the harshness of life but enhance the beauty, they will not shield you but, they will let you see the magic you never noticed before.
That’s worth waiting for, some people find that person earlier than others, you just need to really “see” them and hold on.
A Woman is fire 🔥 She is unpredictable and interesting, She can warm your heart and body and burn them just as fast.
She is born to nurture and give all of herself and in doing so She risks everything, and yet She does it again and again.
One day She will see that all She is and all She gives is worth so much more than She could ever have imagined.
She is Strength and a burning flame 🔥 that never really goes out, it just needs the right match.
Soft balls of air made out of water and soap, that’s all a bubble is.
And yet it floats and reflects the colour of the world that nobody sees without it.
It need’s someone to use the air in their lungs, blow softly and bring them to Life so others can see them.
A bubble is Magical and wonder, delightful to children and adults alike.
You can’t see one without smiling and for that second your worries disappear, children laugh and chase them.
But bubble’s last for such a short time and sometimes we miss them, they are fragile and delicate.
Be someone’s bubble everyday, and treasure the one’s you are shown because they are gifted without expectations and last only as long as needed.
People think of Magic as witches on broom’s, lol, I wish I could just hop on a broom and fly that would be amazing.
Magic is wishes, dreams, believes, hope and love.
As a little girl I knew there was someone in this world that I was waiting for, not just a wish it was a certainty.
I have lived a full life, loved, been broken, fixed and have no regrets at all, I have been given so my beauty and love with my children and the family entrusted to me.
What I have gone through was what I was meant to at that time in my life.
And suddenly, now, I have a strange feeling that the Soul my soul knows might be able to find me, maybe it’s time to have a few stollen moments, months or years.
If I find you and we are allowed time to make more memories my heartbeat can withstand another lifetime, if not I will wait again.
Until then I will live every single day and enjoy life.
We are who we are , sometimes we think we need to go one way in life and suddenly life kicks us off that path.
We fall, cry, think the whole world is against us, that we’re not good enough, that we don’t deserve to be happy.
But if we just curl up and give into that, we just fall further and it’s so hard to dig ourselves out of the pit.
It’s there that we mostly find the person who can pull us out, and usually not a sweet gentle person, it’s a person who grabs hold of your hands and yanks you up, it’s painful but it gets you to the surface again.
Feeling the sunlight on your face again make’s you want to be alive and take every moment to enjoy this thing called love and life.
