My best movie is “Practical Magic”, I relate to this, been brought up believing that Magic is all around us, we just get so caught up in life that we forget to see it.
If you believe it then it has power, I forgot for a while but I won’t going forward, We can do or be anything we want if we have the power to believe in ourselves.
I have had so much in this lifetime and now I believe I want something just for me alone and if it’s right for me I WILL get it.
At the bottom of the garden under a beautiful tree sits a fairly.
She looks like porcelain with whispy brown wings, her head bowed and her hair falling over her face.
On her lap is a book of spells open, but she’s not looking at them, she’s lost in thought.
A thin silver chain is attached to the rock she sits on, the other side attached to a clasp around her wrist, she also holds a crystal ball in that hand, maybe she is watching for someone.
I wonder as I watch her, is she a prisoner, but then she has the spell’s and Wings to break the chain.
Or maybe the chain helps her feel grounded and safe, maybe she’s waiting for the person who left her there to claim her knowing she can leave if it’s unsafe.
Some days I want to put on Wings and go around bringing joy and love to everyone, being there for them and easing their day even for a while, showing the world how much wonder and magic there is.
Some days I want to be strapped into a straight jacket by someone stronger, put on a soft bed and told to rest while He sits there and strokes my hair and is just present, being forced to do nothing but just “be” in the moment.
Some days I want to get up and walk around nude feel the air on my body and not care how I look to anyone else, throw off all my insecurities and remember I am unique and amazing to someone.
Some days I want to dress up and be taken out for crazy fun and laughter, then thrown on the bed and be show how beautiful I am to him, have hot steamy sex and cuddle all night.
Some days I want to be dark and deep, meditate, do wishes and spells, bask in the moonlight and breathe in mother earth, light incense and candles and remember how small we all are and how we have so much to learn in this lifetime to carry through to the next.
